Ok, so I have been sitting on this one for a while. My list that is. The list of what I want – remember from my last post way back when…it’s a bit intimidating really. I mean I don’t want to screw up this list. This is, after all, the list of what I want. And this list is sure to provide the foundation for all of my future happiness, right? That’s a lot to put into just a few words on piece of paper. This list needs to be well thought out. achievable. doable. reachable. What good will my list be if I can’t achieve it, do it, or reach it?
It’s not like I haven’t thought about the list since my last post. I have. A lot. I just haven’t written anything down yet. I am such an all or nothing person, have I mentioned that yet? Meaning I can’t start writing this list until I am fully prepared to finish it – completely. Is this a character flaw? Maybe. I’m not sure. But I do know it is me. All or nothing. And I do know that I am working on it. Doesn’t mean I will change it – maybe I can’t change it. However, if I can’t change it maybe I should accept it. Maybe just maybe, should be first on my list.
And, Pete, thanks for the text. For what it’s worth.